Isabella_Mebarat <33333

Isabella Mebarak

Brooklyn

26 years OLD?!

Last login: 12/21/24

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My name is Isabella Mebarak but I go by “Mebarat” because 1. I like rats and 2. My name is shared with a more famous person xP. This will be a space for sharing my thoughts, current inspirations—including texts, books, artists, images, memes probably, and work in progress. Subscribe to my email newsletter to go even more in depth into my process and twisted brain xD

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Listen to my brother’s new track below :3

FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER AND IM HOME, ROTTING <3 MINDFULLY <3 PEACEFULLY

But wow I really thought I was gonna die for a second there ya’ll. I was getting through midterms and then it was thanksgiving, and then it was winter break and now it’s over /:’0 Although I’m really glad I don’t have to take exams or write crazy research essays for my finals— no one talks about how brave it is to make three plaster apples from a piece-mold made out of plaster and an extra sculptural response to an obscure and outdated reading about how architecture is experienced; ON TOP of all of your other finals. LIKE AI COULD ACTUALLY NEVER.

Anyway, for Thanksgiving I went to my boyfie house in Connecticut and we ate so much we got sick. It was really yummy though. We had corn casserole (my fav), fried turkey, turkey cutlets, stuffing, mashed potatoes, mac n cheese. After being bedridden for a day we got our hair cut together by Grisel the “Curl Queen” (my bf mom) and the next day I took the train back home ;( I’ll add some pics below ;p

OH before I left I went to a junk store with my boyfriend’s mom so I could get some supplies for my color design final. We spent an hour and a half going through this amazing junk/used craft store in North Haven and it was sooooooo cheap and awesome <3333333

After that I went back to school and it also actually got cold in New York after being like 50-70 degrees for extra long. It was so frigid I got sick several times with the buildup getting worse right around finals week.

I really just grinded for two weeks straight and my beacon of light was going back to Miami for Christmas!!! Semester is over and I really gotta recharge for the next one bcuz it will be even harder :) Love u guys, hope the next one is a bit juicier but i’ll attach some of my final projects and some readings I found interesting around the text box. MUaaaaaaAAAH <3

Light, Color, Design final

Space, Form, Process final

ALSO me and the gym are locked in again, except for the past few days i’ve had some sort of crazy food poisoning

Love my girls!!!

Motivational image of the day; never let anyone or anything take away your sparkle

make baby you happy today :p

Ok guys, I’m gonna be honest. I’m back in school and I wanna rip my hair out. I feel so emo. I went in so optimistic and excited but at some point in the semester— under copious amount of meaningless homework, projects, AND work— I felt like I was drowning and I found myself feeling exactly how I did before I dropped out of Otis College of fArt & Design back in 2018. Although, this time I’m 26. I’m not 18 and extremely negative and immature. I’m deciding—everyday— to keep going, to keep fighting the thoughts of running away to paradise before I’ve earned it, to fight to be happy and grateful, instead of nitpicking at what I don’t have and where I’m not in life, to see and appreciate what I do have. Yes! Pratt cafes charge you $7 for LEaf WATER, $12 for coffee, $1 for color printing and 10 cents for black and white printing, foundation year sucks, my commute sucks, and the cafeteria food is violently mid, but at least I have a full ride, I have my own room (my fave place in the world) in a Bushwick apartment, and a job that lets me treat myself to organic food at Whole Foods sometimes. Learning to rewire a negative brain is hard and it’s daily work, but here we are.. if you don’t change your everyday your every-day will be the same forever. So let’s go!!!! Let’s get it!!!! 2025 we’re being positive and grateful and uncomfortable!!!!!!! 😎😎😎 Also I love sleeping so much when I have to wake up I literally hate my life for 20 minutes. BUT IM WORKING ON THAT TOO SOooooo. My dad always told me to wake up with a smile on your face and thank god immediately so yeah. Wise man.

-isa ⋆｡°✩

Here’s some of my work from the semester,

some of it is just unusable because the projects are so un-unique and understimulating. Originally I went back to school for access to their facilities but IM TOO DAMN BUSY GETTING THEIR DUMB FOUNDATION YEAR HW DONE that I don’t have time for personal projects ;’(

But here are some that i’ve enjoyed at least a little.